It was a big, big night for me in 2005.
That’s when I went to my first MTV Music Video Awards.
That night, I was crowned the next king of the dance music world.
It was such a big moment for me and a huge milestone in my career.
So, as the first girl to win the award, I couldn’t help but smile when I was introduced.
I didn’t know what to expect, but I knew what I was getting into.
I didn’t even know it was going to be my career as a dance music star.
I was just a regular girl in high school, so it wasn’t something that really surprised me at all.
I wasn’t that young at the time and I wasn´t the biggest girl on the block, so I was pretty shocked when I got to the front of the line and the first thing I saw was me, my best friend, and our names were on the same stage.
I remember the first time I heard my name on the stage, I thought, I´m a newbie.
I thought it was just another DJ.
That was the first moment when I felt like I had to be on that stage and show the world what I can do.
I started out doing music videos, but my career was kind of stagnating.
I had a couple of videos that were doing well, but they weren´t really doing well enough for me to really be able to break out.
I needed something bigger and I needed to get in front of more people.
I just didn´t have the confidence to do it.
I wanted to be in the limelight, but also wanted to show my friends and my family that I was good enough to be a DJ.
I wanted to have a career that I could be proud of.
I decided to focus on my career, not my looks.
I think I just took on the persona of a little girl and became that little girl.
When I was doing the music video for “Bad Girls,” I put my best effort into it.
It wasn´s about being a little kid and playing in the street.
I don´t know what I would have done if I was the most beautiful person in the world.
I mean, I would probably look the same if I had hair and makeup, but at that point, I didn´T have those things.
It just seemed like a waste of time.
I started to think, I don’t need to put myself out there, and I wanted people to see me and to know that I wasn`t just a girl who had the right looks.
I remember when I finally got the call to be the first MTV VMA winner.
I got that call right around the time I was actually starting to get my act together, so the timing was perfect.
I felt very lucky.
I knew it was a very big night and I felt the most important thing was to win.
That´s when I had my big moment.
When I won, I knew I was going in the right direction.
I would tell my friends at the beginning of the day that I had made it, and they were all like, “I saw you winning MTV VMAs and I knew you were going to win,” and I was like, I have to be honest, you can believe me.
It felt good, because I knew that I won.
But there were a lot of other girls who won, too.
I won a few in front for my hometown.
I know my mom was proud of me, and her daughter was proud to see that I beat her daughter, but even though I did it, it wasn´ts the biggest moment of my life.
It´s the biggest thing I´ve ever been able to do.
I never thought I was a superstar.
When you´re a kid, you think, What am I doing?
You just want to be successful, but when you are in your mid-20s, it takes a lot more effort to be really successful.
I was just really excited to have the MTV VMs win and to have MTV to be able showcase me.
I loved MTV, and that was something that I didn`t think would happen.
It didn´ t really make sense to me.
That said, when I heard that I´d become the first dance music queen, I just had to go and do it because it felt good.
My parents wanted me to be happy.
I am just thankful that I got my big break.